"Mine is yours and your is mine; there is no divide. In your honor, I would die tonight. Mine is yours and yours is mine; I will sacrifice. In your honor I would die tonight, for you to feel alive."

I got the new Foo Fighters CD, In Your Honor. Its quite neat, considering it is two albums worth of music in one. It is a 20 dollar savings, and kinda worth it. There are two CD's, one is "Loud" the other is "Not So Loud", and both are pretty cool. I enjoy most of the lyrics, about dying to self, and surrender, or at least that's how I hear them. I might be off, but, y'know, there are worse fates. I need to start listening to more music, and to give Chris Johnson back his 4 CD's that I have, as well as giving Bellami back the Deftones. I want to pick up the new NIN CD, but I would really like to listen to it, so if you have it, leave me a comment and I shall borrow it from thee, neighbor. And then we shall churn butter. Mmm.

Well, summer is over. Not a bad thing I guess. In a way I'm ready to go back to school, just to get it over with. I think being a choir officer is gonna be a rewarding thing. I mean, Pixie Sticks galore, that's good enough for me. I want to really focus on PWNing the school year so I can finish out this four years on a good note, instead of the dismal performance I have been plagued with in the past. I think that my senior year is gonna be fun. So, that's enough about that.
Now, as we all know, my blog is merely a device used to get me a date. Its like a billboard, only digital and less expensive, and about me. It just kinda turns out that way, and that's not a bad thing. I don't see anything wrong with wanting to date at all, I think that wanting a girlfriend with no particular target in mind is actually a good thing. Keeps me from getting obsessive compulsive, scary, all that crap. I used to actually do that. I would like a girl, fixate on her for at least 2 months before I asked her out, then I would get totally shut down. Not a good way to do things people. Just let me tell you that right now. I mean, I have girls that I would jump at the chance to date, but, I don't have that chance. I mean, its not that I think "Oh, she's too good for me, boo-hoo, I'll never get a girl like her" its more of "Yeah, totally got shut down. But its cool! ^^". See, I am trying to take a rather casual approach to dating. I'm gonna bounce this off of you, leave your opinions here please. That includes you Chris Johnson, we all know you read my blog anyway, and if you ever e-mail me a comment instead of posting it again, I will post it as a seperate post. *glare* Here is my take on dating. Dating is supposed to be a fun thing that people our age do, to gain experience dealing with relationships, sure, whatever, but, mostly to have fun. And that's not a bad thing at all. I want to date girls and have fun with them, but I don't want to cause them any stress; it just isn't cool. I will be honest - I can be honest with pretty much anyone about pretty much anything. I am not ever going to tell a girl that I think she looks good if I don't. That's lame, weak sauce all the way. I am not going to say - "No, actually, you are appalling, freakshow." I might say "I liked what you were wearing the other day better," or, "I miss your long hair." I just want to be able to date someone and have one of those rediculously honest relationships that doesn't hurt anyone. As far as I can tell, I am somewhat damaging to females I come in to contact with. Not the worst relationships, but they never end as well as I would like. I've dated some pretty awesome girls, and I'm sure I'm going to keep dating awesome girls. I don't really worry about it that much, butI really would like to just have a fun relationship with a girl who doesn't worry too much about things. Relaxed, but not medicated, y'know? Enough with the wenches. <3 the wenches, but, I'm tired of typing about you.

If you know any guitarists who might be interested in playing with Casual Friday, please let me know, and give me some contact information. We are now officially looking for a guitarist. Check us out (www.myspace.com/casualfriday) and drop me a line at pwmouse@gmail.com if you're interested.

-Matt