"Jenny Was a Friend of Mine"
I, on my never-ending spending spree, have gone out and purchased the album "Hot Fuss" by The Killers. The first track is called "Jenny Was a Friend of Mine", I found that amusing. Its a real nifty CD. It makes me think of Franz Ferdinand at a Rave Party, entirely because of the synthesizer. I like the whole CD, because their bassist is one funky motor-scooter, and he knows it. Not only does this CD satisfy my need for Franz Ferdinand Vocals, Funky Bass, and Techno PWNAGE, but it has some of the coolest lyrics. They sound kind of like NIN with the synth, but NIN is all "ITS ALL YOUR FAULT, NOOB!" and The Killers are all "ITS ALL OUR FAULT! WE'RE NOOBS!" Needless to say, if NIN and The Killers got in a fight, the Killers would kick NIN ass, because NIN is one guy. And the killers is 4. I still don't know if I like NIN more or not, I need to get one of the CD's... actually, I need to get "With Teeth", the new one. I have heard the others, and I liked them, but I'm just not that angry right now. ^^
I also got the Audioslave Album, "Out of Exile", and I love that as well. Its like Rage Against the Machine, meets Chris Cornell, and then begins to PWN everything it can see. Seriously, I would like it more than Rage if, if I didn't like Rage so much. There is something rather comforting about having a man yell his defiance with a rock band backing him. Maybe its just me.
"Ready!
Let's Roll onto Something New!"
Last night, I got depressed. I'm not really sure why. All of a sudden I just didn't want to do anything, I just wanted to lie down and die. Or be killed, I think I wanted that more. I just, gah, I was upset, and I didn't know what over. Really bothered me, and that isn't the first time that this has happened. Maybe I just need to relax. Sorry about being a jerk to you Jenny, and Annie.
"I got soul but I'm not a soldier."
The date search is dismal. All the girls that I had in mind, that I freakin' know, are for some reason or another inaccessible to me. At least, I think that's what it is. I don't really know if I am ready to date either. I just, don't really feel right. I'll figure it out, and keep you informed.
Becuase you want to know this, right? I mean, you are totally on the edge of your seats, right?
Damn straight.
-Matt
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
"Mine is yours and your is mine; there is no divide. In your honor, I would die tonight. Mine is yours and yours is mine; I will sacrifice. In your honor I would die tonight, for you to feel alive."
I got the new Foo Fighters CD, In Your Honor. Its quite neat, considering it is two albums worth of music in one. It is a 20 dollar savings, and kinda worth it. There are two CD's, one is "Loud" the other is "Not So Loud", and both are pretty cool. I enjoy most of the lyrics, about dying to self, and surrender, or at least that's how I hear them. I might be off, but, y'know, there are worse fates. I need to start listening to more music, and to give Chris Johnson back his 4 CD's that I have, as well as giving Bellami back the Deftones. I want to pick up the new NIN CD, but I would really like to listen to it, so if you have it, leave me a comment and I shall borrow it from thee, neighbor. And then we shall churn butter. Mmm.
Well, summer is over. Not a bad thing I guess. In a way I'm ready to go back to school, just to get it over with. I think being a choir officer is gonna be a rewarding thing. I mean, Pixie Sticks galore, that's good enough for me. I want to really focus on PWNing the school year so I can finish out this four years on a good note, instead of the dismal performance I have been plagued with in the past. I think that my senior year is gonna be fun. So, that's enough about that.
Now, as we all know, my blog is merely a device used to get me a date. Its like a billboard, only digital and less expensive, and about me. It just kinda turns out that way, and that's not a bad thing. I don't see anything wrong with wanting to date at all, I think that wanting a girlfriend with no particular target in mind is actually a good thing. Keeps me from getting obsessive compulsive, scary, all that crap. I used to actually do that. I would like a girl, fixate on her for at least 2 months before I asked her out, then I would get totally shut down. Not a good way to do things people. Just let me tell you that right now. I mean, I have girls that I would jump at the chance to date, but, I don't have that chance. I mean, its not that I think "Oh, she's too good for me, boo-hoo, I'll never get a girl like her" its more of "Yeah, totally got shut down. But its cool! ^^". See, I am trying to take a rather casual approach to dating. I'm gonna bounce this off of you, leave your opinions here please. That includes you Chris Johnson, we all know you read my blog anyway, and if you ever e-mail me a comment instead of posting it again, I will post it as a seperate post. *glare* Here is my take on dating. Dating is supposed to be a fun thing that people our age do, to gain experience dealing with relationships, sure, whatever, but, mostly to have fun. And that's not a bad thing at all. I want to date girls and have fun with them, but I don't want to cause them any stress; it just isn't cool. I will be honest - I can be honest with pretty much anyone about pretty much anything. I am not ever going to tell a girl that I think she looks good if I don't. That's lame, weak sauce all the way. I am not going to say - "No, actually, you are appalling, freakshow." I might say "I liked what you were wearing the other day better," or, "I miss your long hair." I just want to be able to date someone and have one of those rediculously honest relationships that doesn't hurt anyone. As far as I can tell, I am somewhat damaging to females I come in to contact with. Not the worst relationships, but they never end as well as I would like. I've dated some pretty awesome girls, and I'm sure I'm going to keep dating awesome girls. I don't really worry about it that much, butI really would like to just have a fun relationship with a girl who doesn't worry too much about things. Relaxed, but not medicated, y'know? Enough with the wenches. <3 the wenches, but, I'm tired of typing about you.
If you know any guitarists who might be interested in playing with Casual Friday, please let me know, and give me some contact information. We are now officially looking for a guitarist. Check us out (www.myspace.com/casualfriday) and drop me a line at pwmouse@gmail.com if you're interested.
-Matt
I got the new Foo Fighters CD, In Your Honor. Its quite neat, considering it is two albums worth of music in one. It is a 20 dollar savings, and kinda worth it. There are two CD's, one is "Loud" the other is "Not So Loud", and both are pretty cool. I enjoy most of the lyrics, about dying to self, and surrender, or at least that's how I hear them. I might be off, but, y'know, there are worse fates. I need to start listening to more music, and to give Chris Johnson back his 4 CD's that I have, as well as giving Bellami back the Deftones. I want to pick up the new NIN CD, but I would really like to listen to it, so if you have it, leave me a comment and I shall borrow it from thee, neighbor. And then we shall churn butter. Mmm.
Well, summer is over. Not a bad thing I guess. In a way I'm ready to go back to school, just to get it over with. I think being a choir officer is gonna be a rewarding thing. I mean, Pixie Sticks galore, that's good enough for me. I want to really focus on PWNing the school year so I can finish out this four years on a good note, instead of the dismal performance I have been plagued with in the past. I think that my senior year is gonna be fun. So, that's enough about that.
Now, as we all know, my blog is merely a device used to get me a date. Its like a billboard, only digital and less expensive, and about me. It just kinda turns out that way, and that's not a bad thing. I don't see anything wrong with wanting to date at all, I think that wanting a girlfriend with no particular target in mind is actually a good thing. Keeps me from getting obsessive compulsive, scary, all that crap. I used to actually do that. I would like a girl, fixate on her for at least 2 months before I asked her out, then I would get totally shut down. Not a good way to do things people. Just let me tell you that right now. I mean, I have girls that I would jump at the chance to date, but, I don't have that chance. I mean, its not that I think "Oh, she's too good for me, boo-hoo, I'll never get a girl like her" its more of "Yeah, totally got shut down. But its cool! ^^". See, I am trying to take a rather casual approach to dating. I'm gonna bounce this off of you, leave your opinions here please. That includes you Chris Johnson, we all know you read my blog anyway, and if you ever e-mail me a comment instead of posting it again, I will post it as a seperate post. *glare* Here is my take on dating. Dating is supposed to be a fun thing that people our age do, to gain experience dealing with relationships, sure, whatever, but, mostly to have fun. And that's not a bad thing at all. I want to date girls and have fun with them, but I don't want to cause them any stress; it just isn't cool. I will be honest - I can be honest with pretty much anyone about pretty much anything. I am not ever going to tell a girl that I think she looks good if I don't. That's lame, weak sauce all the way. I am not going to say - "No, actually, you are appalling, freakshow." I might say "I liked what you were wearing the other day better," or, "I miss your long hair." I just want to be able to date someone and have one of those rediculously honest relationships that doesn't hurt anyone. As far as I can tell, I am somewhat damaging to females I come in to contact with. Not the worst relationships, but they never end as well as I would like. I've dated some pretty awesome girls, and I'm sure I'm going to keep dating awesome girls. I don't really worry about it that much, butI really would like to just have a fun relationship with a girl who doesn't worry too much about things. Relaxed, but not medicated, y'know? Enough with the wenches. <3 the wenches, but, I'm tired of typing about you.
If you know any guitarists who might be interested in playing with Casual Friday, please let me know, and give me some contact information. We are now officially looking for a guitarist. Check us out (www.myspace.com/casualfriday) and drop me a line at pwmouse@gmail.com if you're interested.
-Matt
Monday, August 01, 2005
An interesting question.
Someone in the Ao1 server today asked me "why I was dumb enough to be a christian". And I honestly didn't have an answer for the dude. I thought about saying that it was the way my parents taught me, but, no offense to the parents, that's a POS rationalization. So, I gave it some thought. For like an hour, I thought about it, and I came up with a good reason, at least good enough for me.
I like Christianity because it is the ultimate personification of an all-powerful force of love. Love is pwnage. It encourages everyone to love one another, and we all need to honestly. I guess it gives me what I feel I need from some greater spiritual entity. I believe that we are all basically good, but that evil does exist. I also believe that what is evil, under the correct circumstances can become good. I believe there is some truth to every faith, and that not everyone needs faith. Who am I to tell someone they are missing out on Jesus? They may be perfectly fine without Jesus. I like to share Jesus with other, but I would rather share him by trying to be a good person than by being a preachy asshole. Why? Cause I'm hippocritical as it is. Don't need to add to it.
I'm now looking for a girlfriend, officially. So, if you have a virgin sacrifice, (virginity preferred, but not required) let me know. And if you are the sacrifice, let me know. I'll give you a call, and we'll go get something to eat.
Anyway, that's all.
Bye
Someone in the Ao1 server today asked me "why I was dumb enough to be a christian". And I honestly didn't have an answer for the dude. I thought about saying that it was the way my parents taught me, but, no offense to the parents, that's a POS rationalization. So, I gave it some thought. For like an hour, I thought about it, and I came up with a good reason, at least good enough for me.
I like Christianity because it is the ultimate personification of an all-powerful force of love. Love is pwnage. It encourages everyone to love one another, and we all need to honestly. I guess it gives me what I feel I need from some greater spiritual entity. I believe that we are all basically good, but that evil does exist. I also believe that what is evil, under the correct circumstances can become good. I believe there is some truth to every faith, and that not everyone needs faith. Who am I to tell someone they are missing out on Jesus? They may be perfectly fine without Jesus. I like to share Jesus with other, but I would rather share him by trying to be a good person than by being a preachy asshole. Why? Cause I'm hippocritical as it is. Don't need to add to it.
I'm now looking for a girlfriend, officially. So, if you have a virgin sacrifice, (virginity preferred, but not required) let me know. And if you are the sacrifice, let me know. I'll give you a call, and we'll go get something to eat.
Anyway, that's all.
Bye
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